See, the thing about being a writer...

So here I am. It is 3 o' clock in the morning, and I'm sitting here thinking. Really deeply. One thing I keep thinking about is relationships. Like, what would it have been like if I had dated this person. Or what about that person? Who even knows? So I'm laying here basically playing out this whole relationship in my head. The first date, the first kiss, the first fight, the ups, the downs, and even the damned breakup. There is this one girl, who will remain unnamed, that I think about going all the way through life with. I mean including marriage, buying a house. Maybe even kids. I know it will never happen, but I still like to think about it. Just kind of a, "What would that be like?" kinda thing. But, being a writer, I think of every. single. detail. The dress she wears. The food we eat. The feel of her palm as I hold her hand. It's not enough to write a full story on though. I might try it. I would have to replace names, and even then, people who know me could still probably figure it out. And to be honest, it sucks. The whole, playing-out-relationships-in-my-head thing. I mean, I want to sleep dammit! Anyway... I wish that I could talk a bit more about this, but... I already kind of got my point across... I think. Maybe YOU. The reader. Should try it.