Sunday, April 28, 2013

Wish you guys were here.

Go ahead and listen to this while you read.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPL_SV3n7IU

if you finish the first one listen to this one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bpzxf_flm8M

I've been thinking about my friends at Westlake a lot recently. And, I'm not going to lie, I miss them. A lot. And I really want to be able to see them again. The other day I was talking to my friends Hannah and Jacob over skype and it brought up a bunch of feelings and emotions that I haven't felt in months. Luckily I get to go to an event soon called the bandana bonanza that is at Westlake, so I'll get to see them again. I am really looking forward to it. Mom says if I maintain a good attitude she will take me so lets hope I can do it. Honestly life at Byron, well, sucks. I mean, I'm passing all my classes now which is a very good thing. No small feat either, considering that when I transferred schools, so did my grades. So I brought stuff like math up from the low thirties to passing. Doing all the extra credit was a pain in the ass, but definitely worth it. Unfortunately, I find myself often wondering, was it worth it? I don't have many friends at Byron, and although that was to be expected, it still sucks. The other thing is that every one at Byron seems to be exactly (exactley?) the same. Nobody has a personality there. I miss how everyone would answer my question differently, and I could always hear their personality in what they said. I would always think to myself, "Yeah, that's something they would say." Hannah would always respond with a smart but somewhat sarcastic response. Shawn would do his typical, dark, borderline sadistic, answer. Jacob would always make some crazy internet meme reference, or some horrible joke that would be the cause of us both going to hell. Thayer would always say something along the lines of "crazy, random, ADHD response!!!" Andres. Well. He was the mexican. (Just messin' with you buddy.) Josh would always reply, "go away." Kailey would always try to guide you towards being a better person. Harrison would make his quiet almost timid response while being his usual ginger self. Charlie would always be playing on his Ipad or spending time with James. James would respond with "That's great, wanna listen to K-Pop?" or "That reminds me of a book I once read!" The only missing peice is myself, with my humorous take on the situation. Honestly I really miss them all. I have made a few friends at Byron, but they just don't compare to the friends I had at Westlake. I honestly spend most of my time at school playing video games and reading on Reddit. It is what I asked for though. I just hope that the trade off was worth it in the end. I feel isolated from the people I care about. The worst part is not being able to know how they feel about it. I often find myself wondering if you guys miss me as much as I miss you. I am often bored throughout the day, and when that happens, my brain drifts off to other places and ideas. I end up thinking of what you guys are up to, and how you guys are doing. I used to wonder where we would all end up when we were grown. I would always imagine different members of the group getting married and living their life. Each time it would be different. Some of them would actually be pretty humorous. Bottom line is, I really miss you guys, and can't wait to see you again. Don't forget to keep me in the loop on what's going on at Westlake. I will try to make it to as many events as possible. I honestly intend to keep in touch with you guys for as long as possible. I can't wait to share some of my stories with you guys and get back to my humorous comments on the conversation.

2 comments:

  1. "Harrison would make his quiet almost timid response while being his usual ginger self" that is so great

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